Saturday, June 6, 2009

Raindrop kiss

Do you remember,we were traveling ..
It was raining,heavily,with all the rhythms
We were traveling without a reason,destiny

you asked me one thing,I will never forget
Have you ever seen how a raindrop laugh?
I gazed at you with all my passions

We were sharing a shawl.
I could feel the smell of your skin
Its like a fresh news paper
I were so secure there

My conscience was melting
I opened my eyes with a slight alarm
I felt those raindrops on my cheek
It was worth every second of bliss

I remember that kiss like it was now
I wanted to stay in rain.
Every time I think of that moment
I think of my raindrop kiss.

I will be traveling this weekend
but you wont be there
why it is that you cant keep your promise?
I know that I am keeping mine...

Lonely Lady

She always cried to reveal pains
But no one could hear that
That is the way she grown up

Sometimes she would dream and it was a night mare
She wanted to bleed from her heart
she carved her dreams in to her deepest skin.

Her pains were in a diary,under the pillow
Would let no one see it,she could still see it
It was all of hers,she loved it.

she always imagined crazy things
People tired to crop her craziness
They asked "Why cant you be practical?"

But now they had stopped pushing
She was crushed
And stiffed to the cold.


എന്‍റെ ജീവിതത്തിന്‍റെ
നിറമാര്‍ന്ന പൂവ് .
നനുത്ത വര്‍ത്തമാനം
നിന്‍റെ നോട്ടം .
അതിലെന്‍റെ പാട്ടിന്‍റെ ഈണം
കനം കുറഞ്ഞ നിന്‍റെ പുഞ്ചിരി
കനെലെരിക്കുന്ന എന്‍റെ ബുദ്ധി
പാട്ടിന്‍റെ താളം
താളത്തിനൊരു നോവ്‌
വെവ്വേറെ നോവ്‌

A temporary suicide

I had a memorable wound in left hand
I put the knife to my creamy skin.
Could see the smokes,wines,colors.
The pain is a sudden heal to soul
The blood falls to the floor.
I see my pains are spreading like a picture.

My love,my life,my reason
I sit here to bleed
My soul was burning to hell
My smiles,my tears,my destiny
you abandoned love,I abandoned my life
My heart tares more and more.

My nights are lonely,heart is empty
I have a blanket to cover my pains
A dream to hide my soul
You to became blind like a night
All nights are ghosts just to make afraid
The ghosts never seems to end

I feel my destiny when I am with you.
I feel the pain when your eyes are not deep
I trust the knife can only go to the deep
A lover can only bleed so mcuh
Nobody cant wipe away my blood filled tears.
Some call it love I call it a temporary suicide

ഞാവല്‍ പഴം

ഞാവല്‍ പഴം
എന്നെ ഒരുപാടു പാഠം പഠിപ്പിച്ചു .

പിടി തരാത്ത ഉയരത്തിലിരുന്നു
എന്നെ ഇളിഭ്യയാക്കുന്ന പാഠം .

ഓര്‍ക്കാപ്പുറത്ത് താഴെ കുതിച്ചു
എന്നെ സന്തോഷിപ്പിക്കുന്ന പാഠം.

ആകൃതിയില്‍ ഉരുണ്ടിരുന്നു
എന്‍റെ മാര്‍കിനെ ഓര്‍മിപ്പിച്ച പാഠം .

കൈകുമ്പിളില്‍ അടങ്ങാതെ
എന്നെ നിഷേധിയാക്കിയ പാഠം .

മധുരവും പുളിയും മറന്നു
നാവില്‍ നീല നിറം ബാക്കിയാക്കിയപോള്‍
ഒരു പ്രണയത്തിന്‍റെ പാഠം .